Tell me dear

Passive Iam looking at thee
massive Iam working for thee
Many the ups and downs seen in
Pursuing the goals and dreams.
Failures often knock at my door
Cheaters only lure my money ever
Critically cuts the pocket and belly
But the God fills the gap manifold
a new avenew  awaits me behold
Once again I work vigorously for thee
Once again I stand firmly in front of thee.
Ofcourse no realisation on your part
Resource me ramification at any cost
Difficult to count the falls ever I had
Sufficient to remember the wins I had
So tell me dear whether I live for thee.